I'm in love with an anime character I need help. It's not a joke first of all...I know it sounds fucking pathetic and gross. I'm a 19 y/o male I've only been in a single relationship for some context. There's this anime character that I fell in love with. Everyday when I wake up I feel like there's a lump in my throat and my chest hurts so much knowing she's not real. I cry nearly everyday thinking about how she's not real I feel incredibly sad all the time. I try to force myself to take sleepin by denki